It’s thursday and I’m tired, Usually when you have made the air turn warmer but yet so chilly, I start to evaluate my life as the new age I have become starts to open up, sort of New Years revaluations in reverse, I glance over my shoulder, only Briefly mind you, to look back on who I have lost along the way and who I have gained and which part of myself was left behind and which parts are new or in development.
For instance I lost some of intensity I used to feel, behind wanting everyone to understand me, I lost the desire to sleep on the right side of the bed but I gained the ability to let others view me in different ways , even though they might be scued from reality and I gained the right side.
I’m not going to lie to you, it’s been a tought year, a really tought year but I feel better and stronger than ever before, however I was starting to get a little lonely there for a while, spring.
I used to ask myself this question in times of loneliness and figure out in my own head who I valued as my closest friend, if the world was ending who would I run to just for my last hours with. for a little while I did have an answer. But I’m happy to say that after some careful consideration, spring, you have brought with you new life long friends and new answers to my question.